This week I have done some much needed checking in with some of my gods. It’s been bitter-sweet though, and left me at a crossroad. I had asked for guidance. I got the answer that I knew was the right thing all along, the thing that my head has been telling me for months. However at this point am still too weak/scared/stubborn to act upon it even with divine guidance. It’s going to take some working on and will probably lead to all sorts of horrid upheaval but I do know that it’s for the best in the long run. My heart is heavy regardless.
In nicer news, I bought some lovely new essential oils (I burn oils in the place of incense). I got rosemary and lavender. Real lavender essential oil is nicer than the shitty synthetic one I’ve been using by a factor of ten.